Can You Hear The Whispers of Your Soul?

"The only thing worse than being talked about is not being talked about." Ah such a wise man that Oscar Wilde!

Sunday, August 27, 2006

P-I-C-A-S-S-O


In the time of love and war, of which for the artist Pablo Picasso is between the period of 1935 and 1945... the years not only being tumultuous because of civil war and unrest but also being witness to the creation of much of Picasso's famous works, motivated and inspired both by war and the outcome of war and ah, of course his love affair with photographer and artist Dora Maar.

By no means am I an authority in art and its literature, and so whatever I say regarding an artwork would be purely amateur, insignificant to others but myself, and base on randomness in my thoughts and perceptions; and certainly not rooted in any study or academic investigation. Despite of that, I am still able to say that modern art is not exactly on top of my list of preferences. If there is an era for me to fancy, it will be that period and time of the Impressionists and the Post-Impressionists. And so my expectation was not too high up when we went to attend the exhibition of Picasso's work at the National Gallery of Victoria a couple of weeks ago.

Weird is how my unrefined self would classify many of Picasso's work. Avant-garde is probably how art connoisseurs would alternatively put it. Abstract? Master of cubist art? The distortions and angular, jagged features are pretty difficult to put together, or perhaps it is not really meant to be analysed in such a way. It is no surprise that during Hitler's regime, this sort of art was deemed as "degenerative" and the artists of such degenerative art are classified as abnormal for having that view of the world. Today, such artwork are worth millions. There is no contesting that Picasso is a talented artist and my eyes are not being unappreciative of his works... and although I still scoffed at his minotaur works where it is obvious that he portrays himself as the strong, powerful Greek mythological monster, conquering women and exalting masculinity (what a nutcase!), it is no doubt that each of his work and the development of his sketches, drawings, paintings are screaming with strong emotions - be it love, passion, anger, despair, etc. Anyway, my skepticism carried on until I saw a series of women paintings that struck me. And then a bit of approval crept in. Picasso's Weeping Woman series is painfully beautiful. For me, that is. Many said that he painted these because of quarrels with Dora Maar or pain caused to a lover, and that the weeping woman is Dora Maar. But it is also said, and perhaps holds more validity and truth, that the series resulted from the devastation and emotions, raw anguish felt after the bombing and raid of Guernica, where many lives were taken and a town destroyed. Suffering and pain persists in the exaggerated drawing of the weeping face, eyes very huge and almost bulging out, tears like continuous stream of water, the eye socket almost torn and weighed down by heavy, sharp nails.

It is interesting to see the development of art and the artist's style. For most artists, their art would be influenced by events in their lives, their view of the world when they created the work, injected with what they feel at that particular time. With Pablo Picasso, it is evident that he, a womanizer, produces works that are inspired mostly by the different women and love of the different periods of his life. With Dora Maar, he also learned to do and manipulate photo prints, he drew and took pictures of Dora Maar; she is behind many of his paintings. In works of art, we see a snapshot of events long past, of what made up our history, a peek through the eyes and soul of those who are gifted enough to put them in canvas.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Three

There are more than three things of everything about me, and so this would put me into a bit of thinking... nonetheless, in a nutshell...

3 Things that scare me:
  • cockroaches
  • men (sometimes)
  • the idea of not remembering...
3 People who can make me laugh:
  • Andrew
  • Apple
  • Charchar
3 Things I love (people not included):
  • Max, my dog
  • the beach
  • lazy weekends
3 Things I hate:
  • being made to wait and making other people wait
  • people who leech
  • the taste of cheese
3 Things I don't understand:
  • Andrew's research (heehee!)
  • players
  • the mind of a murderer
3 Things on my (office) desk:
  • post-it notes
  • coffee mug
  • wet wipes
3 Things I'm doing right now:
  • waiting for my laundry to finish its last spin cycle
  • thinking about my next vacation in Manila
  • eating Pringles
3 Things I want to do before I die:
  • buy a farm, build a nice house in the farm, live in the farm
  • be able to give anything and everything to my parents with no constraint and difficulty
  • raise a family
3 Things I can do:
  • change a tyre
  • ride a horse
  • make his heart flutter
3 Ways to describe my personality:
  • unpredictable
  • happy
  • can be ridiculously OC
3 Things people might not know about me:
  • have 14kg of fat in me
  • don't like following instructions
  • know how to use a .45 and an M16
3 Things I can't do:
  • ride a bike
  • rope skip
  • stitch and sew
3 Things I think you should listen to:
  • your grandparents
  • your parents
  • your conscience!
3 Things I don't think you should listen to ever:
  • most politicians
  • Big Brother (and similar sort of crap)
  • people who say that you're not good enough
3 Of my absolute favorite foods:
  • carrots
  • bulgogi
  • salmon
3 Things I'd like to learn:
  • make mosaics
  • ski
  • drive on the left side of the road
3 Beverages I drink regularly:
  • coffee
  • ginger tea or earl grey
  • water
3 Shows I watched when I was a child:
  • The A Team
  • Biomen
  • Voltes V
And finally I would like to tag:

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Songs of the Wanderers

Photo courtesy of Cloud Gate

It was the music that captured my heart and attention the most; the meditative, touching, and almost eerie sound of chanting seems like it's coming from deep within one's soul. I can't put a finger on what it was, but the closest description I could give it would be that it's like the Gregorian chants, but not exactly, not exactly. Depending on one's mood, it could either be soothing and calming, or chilling... I experienced both sensations throughout the performance. Whilst it was the music that struck me the most, I don't imply that rest of the work didn't make an impression. In fact, every poignant scene has been ingrained in memory.

Songs of the Wanderers is a stunning, beautiful, and unique work of art presented in skillfully crafted dance choreography, blending in Eastern and Western symbolisms and traditions. It is like no other performances I have seen before. At the start, as silent as the mist, as dark as the night's curtain, the stage was a mystery in itself. And then the pouring of grain, illuminated into golden colours, it does not stop. The grain continues to pour down on a silent, unmoving figure situated at the right of the stage. A praying monk, head bowed, eyes closed, hands clasped in meditation, with rice falling on his head and slowly piling up around him. Yet for a whole 90 minutes, he remains motionless, not a heave, not a twitch. He is calm.

The dancers come out, their movements slow, expressive, purposeful. Blank faces, eyes searching far, and then suddenly they express pain and anguish, depicting so much of human suffering. Whether in stillness or in their moving forms, the dancers performed in a simplistic fashion but at the same time with such intensity that it reverberates through one's soul. For each arm reaching out, for each body arching back, for each step forward, and each person falling down... there was an abundance of emotion and meaning, about spirituality, sin and repentance, human effort, disappointment and fulfilment, life and death, the cycle that begins and then ends... and that which starts again. I was engulfed in the world that was being created on stage.

The company behind this creation is the internationally-reknowned Cloud Gate Dance Theatreof Taiwan. It's founder Lin Hwai Min is famous for his creative use and fusion of contemporary and modern dance with meditation, tai chi, qi gong, and martial arts. They were here in Melbourne and performed at The Arts Centre as part of Victoria's celebration of cultural diversity. A lover of the performing arts, it was the first of Cloud Gate's works that I have seen, and I am glad that I did. Thanks to A for taking me to the show. 'Til the next artsy date!